Mommy's Day

I start my final exams tmoro,yea my heart is in a clench right now but am leaving it all to God.Its mothers' day so i had to spare some time to pay respect to all the mommys for they are the most awesome people on the Milk Way!!

My ovaries been kicking lately,i guess the exposure to all things baby is taking its toll. Motherhood is not given even quater the hype it deserves,it might come naturally but that is what makes it both the most difficult but most beautiful experience on earth...yea am sure some men wish they could! A close friend who was known for her very strong heart had it melted last week when she gave birth to her bundle of joy...and even bigger bundle of vulnerability.I had never seen her close to teary through the 4 years i have known her but right now,she cries at just the thought of the baby crying and has sworn that that is her 1st and last child(give her time and the second baby urges will be irresistible). Its true what they say,a baby does complete a woman or creates. Mothers day should be everyday, or at least 360 days of a year, it is almost insulting that mothers get only one day of appreciation in a year when they have to be mothers 24/7 all year long. They don't get to start at 8am and break off at 5pm, they don't get annual or holiday or sick leave from being mothers,they don't get paid or get to retire and the worry...worry has its own permanent corner and beat in the heart of  a mother for her child. Being mothers, they do not expect any rewards but alot of appreciation would not be so bad. So to my mother...i know u live for us and u may not know this but everything i do,i do to impress and make u proud,i live for u as well.We may snap at each other and u may feel unappreciated and i may feel under appreciated  but our heart beats are in sync...its all love. I may not say this often(or ever) but i love you,ur my inspiration and my motivation to do the best i can and thank you is not word enough for the things u have done for me so am making it big,bold and colored THANK YOU,although u should know it does not come close to showing how grateful i am! 

XOXO 

yAwN...

looooong day!!its late n i rily want to write smthn tat matters but m too beat...typing with one hand while the other holds one eye open so i dont write gibberish.til tmoro...sweet dreaming y'all,am off to a 10 hour slumber.xxx

monday

am listening to manic monday n it is a manic monday!!!!!!!!!!!! just rily irritable,feel like hurling something at everyone or everything at someone.duno y the mood,i just have it n not liking it.i need somethng to de-manic me,thinkn icecream or sleep.the icecream myt end up in someone's face or hair(giggles) so i will just slumber the afternoon away.laterz

Easter holiday

ma 1st blog post!!! dng it outta brdom,was getn suicidal! was so pysched about this holiday,partyn n all,tek a break from skul but seems thats not gn happen!!no one's called about hanging tonyt so i ges it is another nyt in....sucky sucky nyt!!! anywy wnt fret much,gn watch the 4th season of ugly betty.ope i wil fall asleep to it.xctd bout tmoro tho.sis returning to twn n havnt seen her in over a year !!! wacky grey day,wacky dark nyt...ope ugly betty wil yellow it up,better get to it ...laterz!!!!